一点点...^^

我，终于学会怎么打麻将了~不过也只有那一点点而已啦~
‘一点点’这个字真的很奇妙，虽说是一点那么多，可是打了几圈过后，发现我竟然是大赢家！！

我朋友说：哎呀！怎么让你先赢了呢~不要紧，就差那一点点了~不要紧，一点罢了嘛~

当时，我头脑只想着一点点？可是每次就是因为那一点点，就把钱给输光了。有时候就是那‘一点点’还了事。考试时，大家都爱说这句话：差一点点就可以及格了。我们当中，也包括我自己，都爱在这种时候去求老师多给几分，就算平常不怎么做功课，但功课在这种时候最能派得上用场。其实啊~如果我能在努力一点点，又何苦求老师，还把一堆有的没的功课搬上桌，让老师过目。

我相信，一些不爱存钱的朋友，在未来想必应该会说：如果年轻时我能好好存钱，现在应该是个大富翁了吧！我的朋友啊~富翁也得努力工作赚钱，一点一点造就现在的财富的~除非我的朋友你有个有钱的老爸，不过不努力一点点，不规划一点点，总有一天还是会把钱用光吧！^^

为了自己，为了家人，为了未来~从每个一点点开始吧！
加油~~^o^

下一站，幸福

人生就像列车~
有人为了要到自己想去的地方而上车
有人上了车还犹豫不决，不知道该在那一站下车
有人到了目的地，却不晓得要不要下车或该不该下车
有人因为某些原因，错过了要下车的那一站，而逼不得已地要在另一站下车
有人从第一站坐到最后一站，却始终不懂那一站才是自己想要下的
有人想在那一站下车，却因为种种障碍而怎么也下不了

如果列车有到达‘幸福’这一站，我想那会是只有下车而没有上车离开的人们
幸福，谁不想得到？
幸福，谁不想紧紧抓住？
幸福，又有谁想错过呢？

从古至今，谁可以预测自己的下一站是否到得了‘幸福’那一站呢？
所谓的‘幸福’车站，不就是能和自己心爱的人一起吗？
有人拥有了另一半却成天嚷嚷着幸福离自己好远
有人什么都没有，只要活着就是幸福了
幸福，每个人的定义都不一样，满足的人对幸福的标准很低，而贪心的人对幸福的标准却是高得不切实际。明明什么都有，却怎样也得不到满足。为什么呢？人，总是贪心的。不经历过种种困难，是不会体会到幸福其实可以很简单

古时候，能和自己深爱的人一起度过一生，便是幸福无比的了
现在呢？就算身边有个一路上对自己关爱有加，关怀备至的人，也不一定就是幸福。旁人眼里，或许那是求之不得的，但当事人却只等待着能让自己下车的车站

有时候，人越想要抓住幸福，却越容易让幸福从指缝间溜掉，最后连幸福的尾巴也捉不到
人越是贪心，就越容易与幸福檫肩而过
明明幸福就已抓在手里，却因为自己的贪图无厌，而让幸福从此变成了自己生命力的一个过客

若想要让幸福常驻心理，就得好好对待身边每一个人，每一件事
只要怀着感激的心面对每一天，凡是感恩
自然而然，幸福就不再是伸手不及的无形体了
好好地为自己抓住幸福，即使是幸福的尾巴，也要紧紧抓牢，一点也不能松懈
当然，不属于自己的幸福也得放开
但，放开之前要切记
人是不能预知未来的，谁都有可能是带来幸福的人
只要珍惜过，幸福过，不是自己的幸福也不要紧
至少放开了，总有一天，那个不属于自己的幸福会找到它的主人
而也给了自己一个机会去寻找属于自己的幸福
那时候，我相信人生列车的下一站，便是自己最想到达的......
‘幸福车站’~~~

宫心计

看了这部戏，总觉得很可怕，想想世间又何尝不是如此呢？
将现实世界比喻成宫廷之内，可能太过于了，但又何尝不是呢？
不管是再好的姐妹，心肠再好的人，最后还是会为了自己的利益而让身边最亲的人受到伤害
真是人心难测啊！！

那天，有人说只要你对别人好，不管对你在坏的人也会感到羞愧，反会对你好一些，事实真如此吗？他说，如果你对别人好，旁观者会明白坏人不是你，可是真的吗？为何至今我还没看到过一个能说服我相信的个案呢？

人，有权有势，谁不想高攀呢？最好是能带些好处给自己，更是再好不过了~
因此，有些人就开始为自己的后路铺上一条好路，让自己一路好走
谁能预言自己的路是平坦无阻的呢？半路杀出个程咬金，该怎么办？
当然是心狠手辣，不顾一切地铲除阻碍者啊！

有些人更是想凭着自己的美貌，得天下
须知，美貌与才华，是上帝所赐，因此必有其作用
滥用者必定会得到代价，只因给与收，都听天由命，不是常人能决定的
只要凡是安分守己，不要一心只想独拥一切就不择手段，上帝必赐予一条好路

“善恶 未报最终需要代价”
不要以为做错事，别人代为受罪，就能逍遥法外，从此被赦免
须知，不是不报，只是时辰未到
好坏最终会得到应有的代价
~平常不做亏心事，半夜敲门不吃惊~

Wendy~

Wendy..sound so familiar?? ya~we almost can hear this name everywhere...But!! Not every Wendy will be the same.



Wendy that I know is a nice girl. She likes Mandarin very much and always improve her mandarin even now every one is going to improve their English. Well, she looks not like the Wendy in the 'Peter Pan', she is not the oldest at home, she is not small, but not huge also, she got no long hair, no sweet voice..but she is as nice as the Wendy in Peter Pan~~



She always accept people's opinions and change herself. She knows she is not good enough, so she always find a way to improve herself. When I talk to her, she always can gives me a rasional answer to settle my problem, but sometimes will out of idea also.



Wat I remember is just happened during my Sem Break Holidays. I went back to my hometown and one day, my friend spends few of us to dinner. I thought Wendy is going but as I step into the car, I just know she is not going. And, I dont know nany one there(my friend's new friends). I sent the Birthday present to her house as I promised I will go back with her present.



When we almost reach to the place we have out dinner, she just know I missed call her few while ago and she called back. Then, I just know she dont want to go out dinner because she is too tired. Wat suprising me is...she say she wish to go out even tired just because I am there dinner with them. =D Touch isn't it?? I really touch by her...Never have people say like that to me~~



All along the years we both have been through, I really see she is growing more mature than before. Even though sometimes she also a bit childish. =P still young ma~~I really cannot imagine if I lost her or Happy March Baby (previous post) in future like I lost my good freinds in once, then my life will turn to be how...May be bleck? no colour?? I do not know~

23rd March 1989

I got a friend, he not tall and also not fat..He is a really nice person~~
I like to share with him my happiness, sadness or even my anger..He always can hear to me full heartedly and give me comments. He can understand what I told him even he never been through such situation that I told him..Obviously, he is a good listener...=D

I have done something bad and hurt him during a journey to somewhere..I really cannot believe that I did not believe him that time and keep teasing him among all our group..I really feel sorry to him about that..And then, I just got to know that he pray everyday just to keep our friendship as good as before~~I was really touch that I have a friend like this. Even a best friend, may b he or she also will not do that when the freindship got some problems. I do really sorry for that...But, he told me, he did not mind!! =D

Year 2009, I went back to my hometown and I met him. The last time Imet him was during Chinese New Year last year--Year 2008. It means, I did not meet him for 1 year!!! Surprisingly, I still can talk to him as usual, and did not feel that we did nto meet each other for 1 year!!! Amaging~~I think he is the only friend (guy) I talked to oftenly. Somehow, we are not really close when we are in school..Surprisingly!! we are now getting more closer and even 'best friend' also cannot be as nice as him!! I do really feel comfortable when I hang out with him..as a friend~~I can be actually who I am..really the real me~~=D

Thank You Happy March Baby!!
Happy Birthday!!!
Make a Good Wish and I Wish You a Nice and Sweet 20!!
God Bless You~~My Friend~~

I Turn To Become Weird!!!

I admit that I am a forgetful person...I AM!! But recently, it getting more worst and worst you know!! I cannot explain why this kind of things will happen~may be I am too tired or too busy with my training or sick(sometimes) or something else I do not know.

I remember last week, if I am not wrong is last Wednesday or Thursday, my friend smsm me to ask whether I still keeping the Tamadun text book or not because he need it. I replied him said that I am on traning so I need to go back home and check only can confirm him. Then, he said okay. So, I am thinking want to check when I go back from work.

But, what make me laugh is I just remember I have not check and reply him yet. When I realise I haven't?? Just yesterday =S I hope my friend does not mind that I did nto reply him for so long...really long man!!! Sorry Man~~

Next, it is not long ago la actually..but I feel sorry too~~

Last Sun, one of my cell group member - Winne, is celebrating birthday with us...Then, we bought cake and food and drinks and went to her house to celebrate (cell group time also la actually). After that, one of my cell leader - Shuk Ling sms and asked me how much is the cake that we bought for Winne's birthday..Actually, she sent me the msg by 11pm+ and I realised I have msg will be at 12am+. Therefore, I am planning to reply her the next day, early in the morning..

But what is so funny is, if today I do not sms my junior to ask him acc me go buy food(I have 2 hps and I seldom use the 1 which using postpaid), I really do not realise that I forgot to reply my cell leader!!! I really feel so sorry to her =S I have been thinking why I can forget this kind of important thing?! I hope she can forgive me for this kind of mistake..shud I said mistake??watever la~Hope she does not mind for my non-reply =(

Last Monday or Tuesday I think, I bought a Tuna near my company, but I forgot take it back when I back from company. Then, I really remember to take the Tuna out of my desk drawer and put it into my bag =S Therefore, I skipped my breakfast for a few days..Tomorrow I can have bread with Tuna for my breakfast =D

Others will forgot to charge my handphone, forgot to save the important documents, forgot to buy this buy that,what I also forgot (sien~) Why this kind of things happened?? I have no idea with that...And, I am sick again!!!haih...really sucks o my training life...I hate working life!!! I think is training life actually..because we need to submit report and diary, therefore we cannot take mc, cannot skip work like we skip class etc......

Hope my future working life will be more better than my training life..SUCKS!!! If I am not wrong, I should have 1 more training to go if I continue my study...Argh!!!

Okay!!!That's all for today =D Thank You~~
*God Bless You All*

run run run~~

现在的生活让我有了前所未有的感觉-逃...
我从来都不觉得我的生活是一团糟直到现在，我好像好像逃离这里，到一个全新的环境，从造全新的自己。一切从头开始，新的生活环境，新的生活方式，新的朋友，一切都是新的，除了家人。
在这里的我感觉好像永远逃不出阴影，好像注定要永远活在无法磨灭的痛苦中。有好多事情我都无法看开，无法用真心去对待，包括我最在乎的友情。有谁能够教教我，到底要怎样我才能够逃得掉呢？
在别人眼中，或许我是一个转牛角尖，心胸狭窄的人，或许吧~~但是当问题来了，想躲也躲不掉，想逃也逃不了，那种滋味震得不好受。所以呢，本人是蛮讨厌在诉苦是听见三个字-算了吧(身边就有好多这样的人，不过本人是由练过的，习惯啦~)。当别人想从问题中逃开，想找个人泄泄气，谈谈问题的所在，说说心中的不满，甚至想听听一些意见，但换来的却只是“算了吧”三个没用的字眼~~天啊！！难道诉苦的人不想就此算了吗？难道她回想要痛苦过日子吗？就是因为无法算了，所以才好人诉苦，分享的啊！聆听着说说一些意见也不行吗？真不懂为什么人总是喜欢说那三个字... ...所以呢，本人很喜欢对那些常说那三个字的人说”算了吧”，好让他们也尝尝无法发泄的滋味（笑），尝尝在最无助的时候听见那三个字的感受有多难过... （现在已没感觉了~）
在别人眼中看来，就算那是一个多么不理想的决定，但对当事人来说，或许那是他唯一能在最无助的时候逃开的唯一方式。纵使逃跑不是一件好事，也不是永远的决定，但是最起码他能在逃开那段时间从整自己，换个新方式过生活，也让他有机会在痛苦中重获快乐... ...
所以呢，在听别人诉苦时，切记勿说“算了吧”（若真要说，就说“一切交给上帝来决定吧！”才有说服力啊~），免得伤了他的心啊~就算给不了意见，安慰安慰她也是不错的方式~不要一去用那三个字关掉了她敞开的心，这会让他觉得没人愿意听他的心事，没人能在他无助时帮助他，久而久之，他不再向别人道心事，最后还有可能患上忧郁症，甚至有可能发生悲伤事件哦！！
所以呢~~用心对待一个人是很重要的... ...不然啊~以后当你面对问题时，换来的就会是你当初那冷漠的回应-算了吧，那时候啊~~就真的是哑子吃黄连，有苦说不得！！想气也气不了，最后只能气自己当初太无情，太冷漠咯=P