brand new life~

Everything is settle down and feel quite relax now. This few weeks feel so lazy to catch up my lesson in college. I dont know y, jus don hav the feel to do anything...jus feeling want to sleep only. But, anyway, i will still willing to catch up my lesson in sch because i dont wan to break my good result record in college. That is very hard to maintain it at the level that I want. So, I rather push myself to study and maintain my result now than suffer later to bring up again my result to that level. =S Quite sucks for that as i saw my fren oso suffer to bring her result back to the level that she willing to achieve.

Recently, i cut my long hair!!i dont think i cut it very very short but almost all my friends said its SHORT!!!Is it? I wonder~Because my face is too round then I cant cut too short..If not, i sure cut as short as I can =P The weather is getting hotter and hotter, that makes me have that strong will to cut my long hair...After that, many people asked why I cut my hair that short~I dont know how to answer. I said jus because i want to, they will jus keep asking me dont joke and tell them the truth for the reason i cut my long hair =SI dont know what to do with that and just gav them a common and short answer---AKU PUTUS CINTA!! Quite useful..though im still in a sweet relationship now =P But, what can do? Just this answer will keep their mouth shut!! I dont mind if they want ask me why i cut my hair!! Just dont really like the way they force me to say an answer that they want me to say =S So, friends!! Pls stop it~

I cut my long hair just because im hot...Not that kind of 'HOT', but is the weather make me feel hot~~

This few days feeling want to join the the Music Revolution 2+ that organized by my church--FCC~I hav a strong want to join but dont know why I cant really squeeze out a little bit confidence to join it =S Just like I want to join our church faith music team before but I really cant find a strong reason to suport myself just because I don hav enough confident to go through it...Although my cell leader keep asking me to join, i still don have tat strong will to make myself move 1 step into that team. But, may be i can move slowly and slowly on the way to be a christian. I'm not a christian actually but i willing to be a christian. But, because of some reason then i'm still thinking bout that. My 1st step is to understand and know who is Jesus..I followed my cousin to church and trying to know who is Jesus. I did it...2nd step, I want to accept Jesus Christ...I did it~I'm jus moving slowly towards HIM...one by one, follow the steps...i'm sure that i can do it...by my own steps...I will try my best to do it!!! =D